A GOOD DAY!!!!!!

WOW!!!! Today really is a good day!!!!

NOBODY AT HOME!!!!XDD!!!!
VERY "SONG"!!!=P

Today.....

Practising Piano~BOOM BA MY House～And also Gotong-royong larh!!!!
=]

practising piano—not bad~~in love with piano~~

BOOM BA MY House— open the speaker loudest!!! XDD!!!!

Gotong-royong— HATE IT!!!! see a little mouse in the kitchen!!!! wanna die when i see it!!!!

T.T~~DAMN YOU MOUSE!!!!!!!

AND ALSO~~

grandpa & grandma~ visit us again!!! very good!!!!!=D

that mouse finally ditangkap already~~after grandpa come~~XDD!!!

MY grandpa very BRAVE O~~ catch that mouse!!!

just wanna say pityful mouse~~~

A GOOD DAY FOR ME~~

hv fun...........hv hardworking............also hv family larh!!!!=)

=D NEVER FORGET THIS BIRTHDAY PARTAY!!!!

XDD!!!
WOW!!!
my birthday party!!!!
damn crazier & happy!!!!
hehe....all BBQ at the waste area~~
damn ♥ Martin Seng punye chicken wings & hotdogs...
because damn YUMMY LO!!!!! =D
XDD!!!!
and also meet a NEW frend~~
簧濠....his FB name~~
NICE TO MEET YOU!!! =D
very happy leh....29/07/2011....
also never forget
Summer ANG~ Peggy OOI~Lei Chin~
Yan QIING~ Zi Ann WONG~ Siew YEE ~Xiao HUI
Richard LEE~ Crosmick CHUA ~ 簧濠
Desmond HO ~ Martin SENG~ Joey WONG
TQ~~TQ~~TQ~~
TQ 4 all!!!!!
JUZ WANNA SAY TQ ONLI.....XDD!!!!

Forgive ME~~~~~

PLZ!!!!
When u see this message....dont cry and broking heart~~
I Know u very like me....and also love me.....
but we our relationship just can until in frendship....
and dun feel sad or angry....
not your problem....is MINE problem~~
me.....just wannna
want all to concentrate on my academic......
I dunwan love so early 2.....
because my mother & father will punish me!!!!!
u can find another girl who r love in each other.....
and that girl also can take care of u~~
and....
i dont have someone i like....
just like my frend & my family larh!!!!!
PLZ.....dont be sad and dont be angry.......
and also dont be broking heart because your heart can give another girl that love u....
for me....it is wasteful....because i know i not the girl that u are looking for.....

JUZ WANNA SAY DAMN HAPPY!!!! =D

XDD!!!
WOW!!! my birthday many present lo~~
DAMN HAPPY~~ =D
2 plastic beg for put the present....hehe~~
and FB also got many birthday wishes of my frend & senior~~
TQ !!!! EVERYBODY!!!!
just 1 thing i feel very kacau~~
that party larh~~
change place , food and also got sikit-sikit frend wanna be A Asia....
BEH TAHAN!!!
NO 1 A Asia ( Crosmick Chua )
NO 2 A Asia ( Richard Lee )
i dunno how many A Asia in Malaysia LO......
haiz~~~*sigh*
but also ready to MY BIRTHDAY PARTAY!!!!
so........
JUZ WANNA BE FUN!!!! CRAZIER!!!!! HAPPIER!!!!!! =D

MY BIRTHDAY!!!! =D

YEAH!!!! YAY!!!!
FINALLY!!!!
MY BIRTHDAY!!!! o(≧v≦)o~~
8:00 a.m wake up already~~
WOW!! many birthday wishes in my FB!!!
TQ!! all my frend & SISTAR!!!! ( ^_^ )
this SATURDAY!!!! also my birthday~but just party larh!!!
very very very expect to my PARTAY!!!! \(^o^)/
and another good news!!!
my FATHER will come back this Saturday!!!
WOW!!! DAMN HAPPY LEH!!! (∩_∩)
wish today is a good day larh!!! =)

Today....CRY 6 TIMES already!!!!

WOAH!!!!
again....cry again....
y i cry?? ask my frend lo~~
2 cempaka...semua be A Asia neh~~except Jessica, Dou Dou larh....
wat the held!!!!!!
VERY SHAME ....BUANG MUKA.....丢脸咯~~~
cry 4 times at class....1 times at kantin....1 times at tangga~~
SH_T!!!
at class...all my frend scared me already....just jessica & xuella comfort me....
at kantin.... summer, jooei, desmond quickly comfort me.....
at tangga....lien seng, summer, desmond, crosmick, su ying & jessica comfort me again....
OMG!!! Finally no cry already..and be happy already....
all my frend scare me cry again....
Especially....2 cempaka larh!!!!
XDD!!!!
i will be punish them 1!!!!
XDD!!!
2 Ang, 2 Dah, 2 Kek , 2 Kem.... later will be a good show for all of u!!!!
and....
thx SU YING & GIEN SEE....
thx for your present....like it!!!! ANGRY BIRD KEYCHAIN!!!!!=)

DAMN U!!!!!!!

I Warning U.....
I have patient u long long time already!!!!!
JUST wanna say....dont use your BF LC ME LO!!!!!
wat the F_CK!!!! i know la...u got bf larh...
very巴闭啦~~
always 老公，honey , darling!!!!
wat the held....i want vomit already lo!!!!!
i know la... i very pityful....no BF....
and nobody like me...
me a...very 粗鲁啦，男孩子啦~~
i know la.... u a...very 细心，体贴啦~~~
can or not~~~
BUT!!! I DONT CARE LO....
I JUST DO MYSELF....NOBODY WANT ME....
MY BUSINESS LARH!!!!
u r NOT my parents!!!
and dont always 38 38 larh~~管好自己啦!!!!!

My Birthday DAMN LONELY!!!!!

My Birthday!!!

Walao~~很可怜咯~~
10个人讲要来结果~1个人来罢了~~=P
看到都sienz~~XP
某眼睇!!!!!!
Aiyo....更丢脸的事是我们跟人家定10个位，可是就只有我们2个人罢了.....
你说丢不丢脸啦!!!!!!
幸好有Jessica陪我jek....
不然Momo的碗碟一定给我一个个将摔坏!!!!!
我跟Jessica吃的mum mum!!!!

吃了东东一定会，拍照照的啦~~~

来个合照呗~~~

过得还不错~~=)
可是accident那一part leh,就.......=]
很paiseh leh~~~
过生日，害到人家的爸爸撞车涅~~~=X
蛮可怕有可笑的生日哦~~~~

Singing Competition~~

Finally.....
Singing Competition finally come already~~
WOW!!! the time that we had waste....
the class that we had ponteng....
sorry ya~~ because this is a important mission about
PERSATUAN BAHASA CINA~~
so...sorry teacher & frend~~
we are too busy already.....=P
after this day....we FREE already~~~
because the tanggungjawab & job we do already~~=D
DAMN HAPPY NOW!!!!!
and my frend that have taking singing competition....
GAMBATEH NEH!!!!!!
Today...important day.....Singing Competition I AM READY!!!!!
FIGHTING!!!!!FIGHTING!!!!!!

I Am So Stupid!!!!!!

我很笨!!!!
真的真的很笨哦~~~
我已累到无法再承受，无法在忍受了.......
那种滋味果然很不好受!!!!!
很累，很虚伪，很假.........
原来做一个不是自己的人好辛苦!!!!!!
从去年做人做到这样子.....
哇.....我自己也吓了一跳..........
今年终于，抒发了......
今年的20/07/2011的我......是全新的我了.......
没有秘密，没有虚假，没有虚伪，没有爱情，没有悲泣...........
这样的新的我就这样新的开始..............
好无奈，浪费了1年做了一个不是自己的自己...........
从今天起就做回自己吧~~~~
像朋友们说的
Be Happy When U R In Sad~~~

18/07/2011 ~~蛮randomの一天~~

.......
好累，好辛苦，好玩，好变态，好sienz，好期待~~
WAWAWA~~几random一下的~~
这才是真正の人生嘛~~XDD!!!!
好累—筹备华语歌唱比赛好累!!!!!(╯﹏╰）
好辛苦—筹备过程好辛苦!!!!~~~~(>_<)~~~~
好玩—每天在班上都很好玩~~O(∩_∩)O~~
好变态—Jia Teng，Kar Yee，婉萱.....你们一直侵犯我, 好变态!!!!!!\(≧▽≦)/
好sienz—因为tugas很sienz咯~~X﹏X
好期待—my birthday coming soon~~(╯▽╰)
AHAHA!!!人生就应该要这样的random的嘛~~
这样才不会活得不明不白嘛~~=)

试用期~~

T.T~
你这个个笨蛋!!!!
一定要我表演得那么明显吗????
HAIZ~~算了啦~~
谁叫你还在试用期内咧~~XDD!!!!
可是你还是被扣分了!!!! =P
-跳-
XDD!!!!!
sorry ya...2 cempaka....
A Asia come again!!! ><!!!!
aiya...didn went also got 2 reason geh....
① all of u say yun wah got go, so i dun go lo.....XDD!!!
②and that day is my “deadline leh” so also dun go lo~~
BEST REASON....RIGHT!!!!!
memang sorry la....i think all of also felt happy in this trip!!!!

Today Pn.Pengetua Farewell.....

WaWaWa~~
Pn. Pengetua want leave SMK Menjalara already.....
just want to say good bye....good luck.....WE ALL LOVE U!!!XDD!!!!
bad weather...cloud crying, how we continue???
.....but got good teacher & performance larh.....
and also hv good photo want to share larh!!!!

Pengawas...Han Hoe post so good....XDD!!!

Many People Datang leh~~

Performance~~By Sesi Petang!!!!

给朋友の话~~

Xuella , 谢谢你的安慰....
你总是在我最伤心的时候安慰我.....
也原谅这个什么都不肯说的我.....
不是我觉得你不够朋友或者是你帮不到我，
是为了不要让你担心.....
请相信我，我能处理好我的事情的.....

Su Ying,你是我朋友之中最能压得了我一个.....
不管是伤心,生气或者是疯疯癫癫的状态....
我只能说.....
谢谢你以前的鼓励还有安慰.......
每次都和我分享你的事情.....因为你信任我是你的好朋友.....

Jessica , 也谢谢你第一时间来看我.....
我只是过度的压力和疲惫造成我那么的moody....
希望你能谅解，以前我一直说你重色轻友....
也希望你能原谅我的霸道,自私和母老虎脾气.....

Summer , 你问我 ,我的笑容去了哪里???
我现在可以回答你了....
我的笑容, 只是有时回来 ,有时消失了.....
可是消失的时间是比较久的......
不懂得如何分配的我......每次都带着很乱的心情去面对.....
这样的我 ,笑容不在是很正常的.....
过一会儿吧.....我相信我能把我以前的笑容给找回来的.....
还有!!!!
谢谢你,每次搞笑的安慰~我会记住的~~

Jooei , Sze Qian , Desmond Ho Ho......
你们也是很会安慰我.....
因为你们都懂我心里在想什么~~
安慰我这个难搞的母老虎,真是委屈，辛苦你们了, hehe~~
谢谢你们啦~~你们的安慰是我唯一的动力......
希望你们不要像我这样啦....

Today....In Bad Mood!!!!

haiz~~~
today, i totally feel bad!!!!
CRY CRY CRY TODAY!!!!
masa 3-4....
very very very tired and then i really want do die....
the tired mean my heart, my brain and my mind is extremely collapse!!!
family, friend , love , about school things , pgws....
i really wanna die at that moment......
the moment that i cry in class.....
my tear drop on my table....but my tear cant stop it....
i just only let them out....
because this is way to release my stress and bad mood....

Finally~~~

Finally....
say that word already~~
but he also no feeling 1~~
haiz~what ever larh....
i do it already, i think i will not regret already larh.....
-change topic-
today,
petanque match start already....
ROUND 1!!!!
my team win round 1 la!!!!
SO~~~~HAPPY!!!!!!
and then...
chin desmond team, eliz team, zi hou team lose already~~
dont be sad a!!! GAMBATEH next time~~
and....
SENG ZI HOU!!! my name is 母老虎/Ang Xin Ying larh!!!
NOT DEADLINE / other name larh!!!!!
REMEMBER LOL!!!!!
DONT CALL ME DEADLINE already...
macam saya memang mau pergi mati pun.....><!!!!
-to be continued-

Give Up Or CONTINUE????

2 weeks already~~
OMG!!!! 2 WEEKS ALREADY!!!!
it this a dream???!!!
we have a cold war 2 weeks already~~
WAT THE FU*K!!!
u make me wanna say this BAD word already larh!!!! T.T....
today, at Tarmac A, before perhimpunan the guy cousin find me~~
and ask me its that you & my cousin have some problem???
OMG!!! i dunno how to answer lo~~
i answer her...
YES~~ we have some problem~~
and then she feel surprised.....
she said, go apologize to him la~~
OMG again!!!!
i ask y?? and then she said 我认定你做我大嫂了.....
before she left....
OMG OMG OMG!!!
how do i do.... NOW.....╭(╯^╰)╮

Last Avtivity Report~~

ermm~~~
最近没有写blogの我，
已经渐渐地忘了我のblog!!!
现在就跟大家分享，我这个月里面做了些什么吧！！！
① July 4
That day,is 1Murid 1Sukan 1Malaysia....
ready for running!!!!XDD!!!!
EHH!!!got through my house, Kanna Curry house~~~
ME!!! i think is NO.24 gua~~
after running~~sitting at dewan, listening that very boringの讲座
my pityful leg 麻痹 already~~
In Dewan...itu 傻瓜云 take my sunglasses!!!!
and take photo ( like a fly 苍蝇)XDD!!!

②July 7
Hari Terbuka & Latihan Petanque larh!!!
That day, in latihan petanque i like a 傻婆!!!
because i always shout !!!!
These pic is take from 傻瓜云の

Hari Terbuka~~
HEAVY HEAVY RAIN O!!!!

SEE LARH!!!!
XDD!!!!!
We all pgws~be wet already~~sry lo
and my result not bad o~~
no failed.....just no hantar the project onli la~~~
my mother scold my brother onli~~
because Cik Fatimah say my brother always be sleeping beauty in class!!!!!
XDD!!!!

pityful brother~~~

③July 8
Singing 讲座~~
not bad o~~
that teacher~~~
but also boring.....
summer ang almost want 2 sleep already~
WAWAWA!!!!
sesi pagi pelajar sing very good leh~~
we scare already~~
in singing contest~~~
well,we must add oil la~~

为什么♂要那么现实？？？

我不明白，我真の很不明白！！！

为什么♂，一个两个都那么现实~~

你们♂，真の是很过分~~

现实の你们，从未想过我们♀の感受。。。

其中一个朋友里面（不方便透露）

她发现自己の男友，似乎对他有点冷淡了。。。

她问我：“欣颖，我是不是做错了什么，另到他酱不理我？”

我答：“I dunno”

然后她叫班上の其中一个男生过来，

就是Chin Desmond啦~

我问他：“你们男生，是不是都怎么现实の啊？！”

他说：“为什么这样问咧？”

我眼瞟那个女生一眼，他就知道发生什么事情了~~

Desmond答：“男生们应该是觉得，追到手了，就不用那么费心思了吧~”

放学后，我看到Hung Yen~~

我又问他：“Hung Yen,你们男生为什么要怎么现实啦？！”

他问我：“发生什么事情~~”

我说：“没有啦！！！你就是找你们男生の感觉说出来就行了啦~”

他跟Desmondの答案一样，所以不用多说！！！

就问吧？你们男生，是不是追到女生之后，就很少甚至不理她~~

而我们呢~就傻傻の想，是不是我们の错。。。

其实，你给你の女友一点の关怀，应该不会那么难吧~（除非你不喜欢她咯）

爱你の女友多一点，你の女友就会幸福一些~~

这样才能长长久久到永远嘛~~

From Now ON, I Just LIVE 4 ME!!!!!

为了配合这个Title,我整个blog都换麦了~~

怎样不错吧~~=)

其实不是说，以前不是为自己而活，只是我并没有把自己看得这么重而已。。

喜欢一个人，真の很不简单~

我浪费了那么多时间在他身上~果然真の对他无动于衷。。。

或许在他心里，我真の是那种很normal 很normalのfrend~~

我心里真の有想过，整个人交给他，整个心也交给他。。。也就是说Live 4 Him

可是现在，已经不能了~

我这以自我为中心の人，或者只看得自己很重の人，都为了他而放弃尊严

可是他还是不懂~ (O_O)？，我也不知道~~

所以从今天开始我只我为我自己而活。。。

为我自己の生活加油，为我自己の开始FIGTHING!!!!!!